March 11, 2012
I awoke this morning more "foggy" than usual. By "foggy" I am referring to the clouds in my mind. Cobwebs would even be a perfect reference, as everything is shelved up in my head somewhere----but for the life of me, I can not recall what shelves I put what on. The tape of my cassette is in knots (remember those? lol, I DO). One of my favorite questions which normally comes from a spouse-- "Honey what did you do with my glasses?"--my response--"Uhhh, well I don't know. Let's see the last time I wore them I....."
For me, I notice the more pain I have, the worse my memory. It tends to go hand in hand, they are partners in crime. I have not felt well for the last few days, today worse. I have ended up spending the last couple of days in bed. I hate those days. Thank God for my blog. I bring my laptop to bed, and if I am able, I will write. Writing does make me feel like I am doing something useful. I still have my pipedream of being "discovered" and getting something published (I really hope it will be my journal).
With that said, I want to mention today's entries, this will make #2 for me, I can't help but wonder whether my memory loss effects my writing? Do I make sense? Am I "missing" something? Am I funnier? Maybe my spelling is worse or I am leaving words out of sentences. Perhaps, I am just silly.....
I do know, I tend to have fewer entries of "those" days, but I think this may be more due to the pain, I don't really know, perhaps this IS due to the memory problem. Whatever the case, I still enjoy it and I will keep on writing!